How's my heart doin.. | Tuesday, September 12, 2006


Hows my heart coping rite now, i juz cant tell.. how is it doin, i cant see...

One thing i noe is tat sumtimes he knew and already accepted the fact tat how life gonna be for him.. but sumtimes in a few mins of day and night he feels like he is in fantasy life again where and when life is like b4 all the chaos happens..

He makes me smile to the fullest and dream happily to the max.. The only fucked up thing bout tat thing is tat wen smile and dream is gonna end.. it makes me frown and my fist get clenched, and makes me hate and punched and shout to anyone or anithing blocking my way.. Due to its Hang Over it makes me have bruise at my knuckles and arm coz all bout the hitting... Its painful..

I cant juz get over it.. its damn hard fer me.. the only one tat now can kiss ma prob away is nurul.. or shud i say lita.. She hates me calling her tat.. But wateva gal.. I'm not acting like i noe u or sumtin.. but i can see tat u kinda like me and care fer me.. Note dis date and time b4 i tell u anitin.. i'm grateful fer ur kindness to care fer me.. but sorry.. if u r gonna expect tat we will be 2gether one day.. i'm sorry.. i will neva.. i'm not trying to bust u up or sumtin.. u juz have to make me fall fer ya.. i will not fall fer anyone unless she makes me...

Lucikly u dun have msn nor internet at home.. as my nick said.. ""Its my turn to be loved (by you) den to love..(i will never love u).... "" juz wanna feel how its like to be like tat.. In the end i will say this... "I'm sorry.. i love u but i cant be wit you...." hahahahahahahaha... U deserve it babe... in my heart.. thanks fer being a full lita... hahahahahaha.... PEACE!!

Posted by Hazwan at 8:11 PM

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Name: Hazwan A.K.A WAyNe
Age: 20

An outgoing lame old chap wit no real motives in life.. Likes to break the laws of life and made his own way of living. Easily tempted and get played by the heart of love.. Dis time it will be his turn..

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