startin fresh... | Monday, September 04, 2006
So many words i had go againts for the past 3 months.. so many things hav gone thru.. Learnt new stuffs.. get great teachings and tips bout life.. Its gettin duller and duller everyday.. Without love my life is empty.. With so many things in my mind. i wont destroy myself.. i'll wait for a miracle or for an answer or an unexpected call... Its my fault and i have to bear it.. Let me handle alone coz i do it myself and live wif it... The burden will never end.. until i apart from this treacherous land.. From time to time i think about it.. i cant sleep walk talk or even eat.. My life is empty fill of spaces.. walking around wif zombie faces.. To heaven i fly or hell i fall.. i have to be strong and stand tall.. u noe it ureself tat i'm weak.. i really never meant to u tat all i speak.. Forgiveness i seek and start anew.. Or u rather see me rot and enjoying the view.. I may not rot nor die now.. nor be a man and follow my vows.. Loving u is so much greater.. No one else u r better... its up to u if u have a replacement... den i now i'm un forgiven.. be happy in everything u do.. As wenever u need me.. i'll be dere for you...
Posted by Hazwan at 6:36 AM
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Created at 6:36 AM
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